HELLO BLOGGER!!
i still thinking wanna continue put password or not sia..miang ehk aku ni! kejap nk password kejap tknk! waduh! i still haven decide yet..how ehk? actually i scared my bro will silently visit my blog and complained to mimi..susah seh ade adeq kepo! =.="
other than i dun want _________ open my blog n exposed to everyone bout my blog! mcm siak kan! urgh!! let me think bout it..if changed back public n changed back again the password will be the same ok guys! so dun worry..*wink*

recently chatting with aidil..sakit haty sak chat ngn dier..mcm nktknk..
its true tat he still wanna continue fren with me..but wth sia! his attitude now?! dah bagus org tgur dier kat msn..end up chat kejap terus kate: sorry.i gtg..bye!
kan mcm tooot!! urgh!! seriously ar ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME TO ME NOW!! all the fake promises & sweettalk!! tkleh angz ar! seret ar abeh! *insidejoke*
arghhh! watever la..dun bother talk bout him again..
so yeah! yesterday taiwan guy *insidejoke*..msg me..msging with him awhile..den hanging! as usual! confem he sleep already..so i dun mind..den evening just now..he msg me again..so yeah..quite long we msging..and suddenly shocked to know his last tyme stories tat he had been doing sex..i was like! heartbroke ar..cause idk la..i felt like i getting like him..I MEAN ONLY LIKE OK..not more than tat..idk! help me guys! like example you became me..do you still give him chance to continue fren with you n asked him to prove to you become not like guys out there..wells the sex thing is last tyme..history of him..now he NOT DOING IT! but den i scared if i & him one day we in a relationship.dier gian..mcm ane?! wahlau wei!
hmm..i told faz-zy bout tis..she told me: alah sab! tuh sume kesah lame dier..kesah lame letak tepi..sekrg dier dah tkkan..kasi la dier another chance..kalo dier boleh kasi kau bahagia..ok kan?
hmm..betul jgk kate dier..but den i really wish tat my future boyfie is fresh..cerewet kan aku! sumtymes i alwys asked myself why ehk nowadays guys cannot wait to having sex when they married..why now?! nowadays most of the guys not V anymore sia..very difficult to find one..=.="..betul2 gian sak! waduh! astafirullah..
watever it is..im glad to know him..

i guess..i shall stop here..
muacks!