hello blogger!
time check 1.13am..im still not in bed yet! cannot get to sleep and my mind was..i dun knw la..still thinking bout the incident..the very sad happened to me..i really2 felt disappointed with him..idk why..i felt very frustrated aslo with him..he make me like a doll or wat?! maen pakai buang pe?! musibut betul!! geram seh! haish..blh dikatekan sekrg miradarling n me as the same prob now..we now in the same shoe..ni la pompan..selalu kene kecewa dary laki2..waduh2! just now otp with irahbestie..thanks ehk irah! bbual ngn dier..i told her bout aidil..she really angry sia..dier membebel.buat aku ketawe sampai sakit perut sia! biase jgk.irah mmg mcm gituh! haha..my very own bestie la kan..hehe
so yeah..thanks also faz-zy with the advice and everthing..i really appreciate it=) syg korg la seh..whoever know bout me..thanks for the concern la kan..i really own a big tyme for you all! muacks!
so yeah..after otp with irah..faz-zy called..otp with her awhile..suddenly i received msg frm irahbestie..saying:

BABE..AKU HARAP KAU SABAR K..GUYS R ALWYS LIKE TAT.CUM N GO..TAT Y WE CAN'T TRUST THEM FULLY WEN WE JUST NOE N MIT THEM..THEY R JUST BUNCH OF IDIOT TAT DUN KNOW HOW 2 APPRECIATE US..JUST NOE HOW 2 MAKE US HURT..I SUGGEST 2 U 4GET BOUT HIM N IM SURE E RIGHT GUY 4 U WILL COME 2 U 1DAY..I JUST WANNA C MY FREN HAPY WITH THEIR OWN LIFE =)

i really2 cried after reading her msg..thanks ehk irahbestie!! syg kau byk2 seh! you really concern bout me..thank you sooo much!!
so yeah..i guess i need/must forget bout him..all guys are bullshit!! but not all ok.hard to find the sincere type and truthly love me..waduh2! haish..=.="
watever it is..i really2 hope after tis..i gonna be careful handling guys..haish..penat & mls nk kenal2 agik seh..serik!! haish..
gonna lost contact with himm..only thing is tat i hope he will be happy with tat mimi..
hmmmm...