SELAMAT TINGGAL MUHD AIDIL!
terime kasi kerana dapat mengenal mu selame ni..i will alwys remember all the good memories with u..the tyme we met for the 1st tyme u fetched me at sch..really2 sweet of u,we went out tgether2..we went to admiralty park..chill2 there..took pictures..tat will be our 1st tyme we took pictures rite?=) wells tat memories i guess..okok i know all of u will guessing n asking wat happened between me & him..do u guys remembered i alwys put CUTESTUFF name or sumtink..tats HIM! i talked about him..so yeah the stories goes like tis..


yesterday nite..i received his called..
aidil: u! kiteorg ni tk lebih dary kwn kan? u mmg tknk ade matair kan sekrg?
me: a'ah..yup! for not not ready yet..kalo stakat buat kwn..boleh ar..kalo more than tat sorry ar..
aidil: hmm..my fren nak kenal2 ngn u blh? name dier jusni..jgn tkut..dier kwn rapat i kat camp ni..so nnt u tunggu je la msg dier or sumtink..


den i was like..asl tibe2 jady gini seh? asl dier sanggup kasi number aku kat kwn dier kan? my feeling mcm tk tentu arah seh..mesti ade sumtink..lepas tuh i just heck-care ar..


den suddenly i got his msg:
aidil: do u feel disappointed?
me: ya! a big yes
aidil: why?
me: idk why.but i feel disappointed n e and is with you
aidil: u regard me more than a fren?
me: ya..let me get tis clear to u..i do have the feelings to u.only half of my heart as ur name on it..btw nape ehk tibe2 u nak me kenal2 with ur fren?


soon later..he called again..
i thought was him..but its NOT! a girl voice..
and the gerl name MIMI

mimi: hello! sabrina ehk?
me: ya?
mimi: hmm..mimi here..i ni bestfren aidil..kiteorg dah kenal for 3 yrs..
me: ouhk..
mimi: btw u know him frm where ehk?
me: hmm..tagged
mimi: ouhk..both of u know each other dah bape lame?
me: hmm..ard 1mth plus..
mimi: 1mth plus ehk? lame seh..tk baek seh aidil.tk blg me pon psl u seh..geram seh!
me: i know u feel..mcm nk tumbuk ke sumtink kan..cause dah kenal lame..abeh org tuh simpan secret frm u..haha
mimi: ya! mmg geram seh seh ni..dier secretive..so wat u find him?
me: hmm..baek,understanding,tau jage me la
mimi: mmg betul..dier nye org mmg gitu..well dier ade kasi hope or sumtink tk?
me: hope ehk? hmm..so far tkde ar..
mimi: so u mmg ade feelings towards dier la?
me: hmm..ya..half of it ar..
mimi: actually aidil dier sekrg drunk! tat why i take his fone and strolling2 his msg..i saw sab name..den got syg2 here n there..den i was like mesti got sumtink special bout tis gerl..tats why he asked me to call u to know u beta.hmm..kalo dier dah ok..i asked him to get back to u ok..btw nice knowing u.
me: me too..=)


den i asked faz-zy to call me..i told her bout all tat..i was like: fadz kalo ape2 terjady..aku dah bersedia seh..aku dpt rasekan..kalo aidil mcm laki laen..dah stop it! aku dah serik seh!!


den in the morning just now..aidil called me..he explained EVERTHING TO ME!!
mmg betul la..pompan tuh not only his bestfren..pompan tuh last tyme got sumtink goin on with him..both of them lost contact..after tat tat gerl find him back..both of them like each other..kan aku dah agak..tk mungkin setakat BESTFREN JE! mesti ade ape2 ni..agikpon aku dah bersedia ni sume..so yeah..mmg betul semlm dier ade minum sume..agikpon sekrg ni aidil ngn mimi tgh gaduh bab mimi tuh pikir aidil bohong dier hal ni sume..so yeah.aidil kate dier sorry sgt psl hal ni sume..kalo boleh dier tknk lost contact with me..he wanna continue be fren with me..but then wahlau wei! i can continue be fren with u..but den dah tk mcm dulu agik ar..dah tkleh mesra mcm dulu agik..abeh mimi mcm ane seh?! asl ar ni sume mesti terjady agik kepade aku?! asl aku?!!!
another more thing..he told me the word: syg2 ni sume joking..mmg betul for me kalo word syg2 ni..i nvr2 sincere saying it..not only tat abeh word ILY & IMY tuh pon joking ar?! BULLSHIT SIA!!


he told me tat he not a gd person..dier hisap dadah,minum,involve in tailong thing,jual rokok haram kat geylang or sumtink..idk whether i wanna believe it or not..yelah some guys ckp gitu bab nk suruh pompan tuh move on jgn igt2 kan psl dier agik..wahlau wei! mcm siak kan!! musibut sak!! well i not angry with himm..i just disappointed with him..kecewa sgt2 ngn dier..asl tibe2 dier jady gini seh?! kasi la aku rest or sumtink..i just came back frm camp seh!! blek je jady gini..tkleh angkat seh!! abeh i told him tat:
me: u just go to tat gerl la..just dun care n forget bout me..
aidil: u! pls jgn gini la..i really2 confuse now..idk wat to doo..kalo blh i betul2 tknk lost contact with u..
me: den how? tat y i really2 scared having bf rite now..tgk je la jady gini..
aidil: jgn ckp gitu ar u..i pon pernah kene..
aidil: abeh lepas ni..u nak tukar number?
me: tukar ehk? entah ehk..guess so?
aidil: kan! i dah agak dah..tlg ar..pls ar..


tgk tuh! its happened to me again..last tyme nin sufi..dpt contact blek ngn mas..sorry ehk mas ur name kat sini..but i tk salah kan u la..den now! its happened AGAIN! lost contact..abeh tuh dapat contact blek..after tat forget bout me..continue back with tat gerl..mak kau!!!!!!! kaninna betul!! urgh!! guys alwys be guys seh!! the only thing is tat made me mad or sumtink is tat..he nvr2 told me bout MIMI and his secret life!!! and the kiss or sumtink tuh..blh dikatekan dier mcm kasi hope or sumtink kan..mak oi!!! i told him abeh yg kiss tuh sume ape maksud nye?! abeh dier kate tuh mmg salah dier..dier betul2 mintak maaf..mmg dier nk kenal2 with me secare ihklas..bile dier kenal2 with me dier nak move on..abeh tuh kalo move on..mimi dtg blek..just ckp je la..i move on already..sorry! kan senang!! dah nmpk sah kan dier ade feelings kat mimi agik!! dah la..i guess i won't contacting with him animore! contact tuh contact ar..tuh pon nktknk je ar..waduh2!! dah serik!! penat oi!!!


so guys! after tis..dun ever2 mention his name!! i got enough!
aniway AIDIL..NICE KNOWING YOU!! thanks for the motor ride,treats,ur care towards me..