time checked 1150hrs..and im BOREDBOREDBORED TO THE CORE MAN!!
haish..gonna be another post for today..haha!
just now are 8plus..fadz accompany me to bazar cwp..i wanna survey henna at there..if got then i wanna do it..but sadly we round2 there..but NONE!! guess wat!? bumped into with SEHA !! my old longest fren..awwww! miss all my dearest2 frens alreaady! haha..
chit-chat her awhile..andand! she kiss me la seh! we kind of hug each other like tat..cause she really2 miss me!! awwww! sooo sweet rite! *winkwink*
then later..we went off..
before tat fadz & me..we went to watched mini concert there..where suriachannel artist came to perform some show..get to watch MAIYA RAHMAN..she really-really PRETTY!! OMG ! and aslo hyrul anwar was there also..alot of pple watching..but we watched for awhile..then we off..
fadz decided to go north plaza to check out if the india shop still opened or not..before tat she msged her boyfie to mit her later at northplaza..awww! sooo sweet rite! (asked myself : when my dreamguy will appear infrnt of me?! haish=.="..when will my turn?! haish=.=") just prayed hard sab=) i guess..now is not ur turn..maybe just wait for about 2-3yrs? hmm..sabar adalah separuh daripade iman..chey! hahaha
yeah! its true i gues..but then..sumtymes i really confused yaw..some pple were having a relationship wanna SINGLE BACK..then again SINGLE WANNA HAVING A RELATIONSHIP..WATHEHELL!! haiyoooo! soooo pelik! hahaha..
but most of it..they prefer SINGLE LIFE MORE HAPPENING! haha..i dun know why..then me? how isit SINGLE LIFE HUH?! hahaha..well single life hmm..its true tat watver we go or not..its our business..no one can stop us..we can go out with any guys also..tats our business..riterite! haha..we want to makes frens with any guys also..tat our problem..THE MAIN THING HAVING A BOYFIE..all we do and make frens..he wanNA KNOW!! TAT KIND OF BORING! haha..other than tat..he concerned bout us..*winkwink*
i guess..now i REALLYREALLY LAZY TO FIND ANY GUYS NOW!! serious shit man! cause if we need to know them frm below..i mean starts frm the bottom of the sea.hahaha! ..frm stranger to frens to closefren then relationship..ouch! sooo long the processing..hah!
recently i get to knw tis one guy..his type of guy i dream of..the problem is nowadays when he online..i also online..i been the one who PM him..in the 1st place..i thought "its ok la..just a fren wat..no matter who starts first"..day by day chatting with him..he kind of busy doing sumtink..haish=.=" alwys there sumtink he wanna doo to make us not to chat longer..i dun know if he avoiding me or not?! haiyooo! sumtymes i dun really understands with guys..first two days chatting with him were soo damn fun..but sumtyme he loves to compliment me..and he started to call me "dear & syg" all tat sweettalk word..i dun know if i can accpt it or not..or maybe he just called me tat cause im his frens..guess sooo?
but then..i guess i started liking him already..i mean CRUSH? arggghhhh!! tis wat i hate to talk bout love feelings!! arghhhh!!
okok! i guess..i had to stop online chat and stop using the comp for the moment! its makes me going nuts man!! hari raya left about 2 days..and my room haven CLEAN UP YET!! thanks to addicted to online chat with whoever i chat with n surf the net..argghhhh!! frm now on..NO MORE CHATTING SAB!! PLEASEPLEASE!! guys..sorry if i had said sumtink bad to make u all heartpain or wat..i guess i need a break..HIATUSHIATUS!!
btw GOODMORNING PEOPLE!!
i will be back sooon..tkcare!!
muacks!!

SATURDAY!!
well today im not goin anywhere..plan goin out with irah darling has been CANCEL..cause her siblings ended sch today later..soo then maybe hopefully tis mon we will be goin for our HENNA..haha..
okok! left hmmm 3 more days for HARI RAYA!! YIPEEESSS!!
can't wait yaw! yesteday my aunt bought back my bju raya..OMG!! VERY DAMN NICE MAN!!
especially the pink one!! i really LOVE IT!! my mum told me tis yr my bju raya total have 4!!
wow! gerek ke pe! byk!! hahaha..ni confem tis yr byk kuar raya ar gini! hahaha!
but sadly confem not much green envelope man! haha..BIGGERL ALREADY MAH! not to be sad my relatives sure give! *winkwink*

you guys notice i've changed my BLOGSKINS!! the most sad thing is tat THERE'S NO MUSIC RITE!! i really fed-up and trying sooo many times to put the music codes..in the end it nvr work-out!! got music but sumtink will gone missing..HAISH!! nvm then..one day i will changed my skins again..follow my mood yaw! haha..
no music like dead blog sia! haiyoooo!! watto dooo man! just bear with it..haha!
actually i really love tis blogskins.only one thing no music rite! haish=.="
okok! just stop it..!!
tmrrow madrasah will be having oral..AL-QURAN..and i still haven mugging rite for tmorrow test..heck-care man! chey! hahaha! well tmorrow we just only read the passage i guess..hopefully=)

and now! im blogging! wth!! haish! BORING TO THE MAX MAN TODAY!!
yesterday went out with mira darling to bazar cwp..bumped into ahmad & ketam at my bus-stop..wahwahwah! ahmad hair dye la seh! dh abg2 katekan! chey! but it turn up OK!
suit him! heehe..ketam? nah! he not interested in dying hair all tis..haha..he alwys thing bout his "gerlfren" i mean his laptop! hahah!
awwwww!! I MISS MY DEAREST-DEAREST FRENS MAN!!
when we wanna mit up guys?!!
HARI RAYA?! MAYBE! planplanplan guys! and inform me..okok!
ok then..gtg!
muacks

i guess i been away for 2 days..haha!
NO TOPIC TO UPDATE..NO MOOD..ANDAND LAZY ALSO!!
as usual i can said tat again! hahahaha!
orite..last wed went to salon with irahdarling!
nonthing much happened..but i really had fun spending tyme with my bestest-bestest fren! heehe..
well on thur?
hmm..accompany my mum & aunt to geylang sipaku geylang! hahah..
we went in the morning..but only awhile cause my aunt cannot continue walking..she keep on complaining TIRED..i know her very well..cause she just discharged frm hospital..pity her la seh!
awwww! =(
soo not much buying anything there..
we took cab frm there..

TODAYTODAYTODAY!!
went to O lvl class..thought of goin with linda..but SHE WERE DAMN LATE!!
so then i went 1st..reached sch quite LATE!
haha..sumone its raining heavily when i reached sch..haha!
ard 11.30am like tat..then she arrived..rabak ke pe! haha
the class ended at 1pm..linda wanna go bugis to mit her boyfie..then me? left alone..but not to feel sad huh! my frens alwys there for me..rite guys?! SAYAAAANGG KORG LA!!
heehe!
pssssst!! i guess i got the crush with ____________!! hehe..fun chatting with him yaw..well i dun really sure if i got the feeling man! haha! weirdweird!
but seriously..i liking him la seh! heehe..
awwwww! but not soo soon i wanna into relationship yaw! LOVE CAN WAIT RITE!
i dun want to be hurt again! just be frens first i guess..ohya! he lived in wld also..heehe!
okok stop it sab!
and now..i chatting with my dearest BUNGA!! heehe..
just now otp with FADZ GILER!! kecoh kalo bbual ngn dier..member pe! hahaha!
ok then..toodles!
=)

yeah! today is the day!! HAHAHA..
BREAK FAST WITH MY KECOHNESS CLASSMATES!!
the NY0801S class!! weeeee!~
mit them at city hall control station..andand at elleen can tag along..ade jgk kwn! hahaha..
we mit at bns ard 4.30pm just now..end up as usual she ALWYS LATE! hah!
otw in the mrt..elleen told me tat maria msg her saying left only we two haven reached yet!
i was like "WTH!!" HAHAAH..
reached city hall..tk nmpk batang hidung dieorg..soon later elleen called maria..
they all at marina sq mac there..WTH!! =.="
otw goin there..we bumped into SALLEh..we thought only the two of us were late..but then ITS NOT! ade jgk yg agik lambat..haha..
sooo then..reached the mac..most of them reached already..yeah! saw MARIA!! miss her man! she quit sch already..her appreance also changed! hah!
then later..we waited for muhsin..after tat we all off to marina sq foodcourt..
i thought SEOUL GARDEN?! tk jady kot! haha..

waiting for break fast..fyfie also came! miss her also!! awwwww!
we buy food..wan ariff turn on the radio..soon later..we ate!
kecoh ke pe! hahaha..typical frens la kan! hahaha..
after tat..we slacking2 at marina sq..and they all decided to go SISHA!
they wanna walk..soo tiring sia..and sumore its SOOO DAMN HOT THE WHEATHER!!
=.="
nonthing much happened..but then during the sisha thing..they all go and tried it..
fahmi & elleen & hilmi tried for the 1st tyme! hahaha..gerek ke pe!
then me? nah! dun feel like trying..but then they all insist me to try..but NAH! soorry guys!
hahaha..ooh well! overall i guess.the outing quite fun for me..not soo fun like the previous outing yaw! haish..just now i kept on silent..dun know why! NO MOOD I GUESS! haish=.="
ard 9plus..elleen,salleh,maria,fahmi & me chow first..hmmm..
btw no pictures sia!! wat a waste! shit!! no tyme to take..nvm then next tyme can wat! haha..

reached home ard 10plus..guess wat?!
my baby aiman coming!! ehehe..soo damn cute la dier!! play with him awhile..soon later his family wanna go home..awww! sempat aku ambik gmbr dier..upload sooon yaw! heheeh..
ok then..till here i guess..tired la seh!
tmorrow goin out again..tis tyme with my dearest IRAHDARLING!!
eheeheh
gdnite!
muacks!

210908 !!
went to JB with my family members..bought alot of things for raya..took back our baju kurung at tailor..LAWA LA SEH bju kurung kiteorg tis yr! hahah..PURPLE YAW! =DD
after tat..we went to bazar jb there..at lankin..meriah seh kat jb..lagu hari raya kat mane2 buka..ade jgk rase semangat nk raya..haha..
then we proceed to city square..slacking2 there..my dad bought new shoes..
the style like hip-hop shoe..cool ke pe?!hahha..if got gerls hip-hop shoe sell at tat stall.sure i asked my dad to buy.haha..
oh ya! i aslo bought new shoe for raya..luckily got my size..yalah! my leg like GIANT SIA!! wat too doo! hahaha..
sooon later..we book place to break fast..tiring walking2..we rest awhile till ard 6.45pm..after tat we proceed to the restaurant..
after break fast..we continue to window shopping there..after tat my dad wanna cut hair..
then later..we went home..
yesterday city square lengan nk maut seh! not pack with people..pelik jgk! haha..
after chop our passport..guess wat?! PACK la seh the bus-station..cause no bus..ape agik ramai yg tolak2..mcm sarang !! hahaha..at last we get the queue..
=)

220809
nonthing much to doo at home..in the morning went to wld point..
settle some stuff..then i go and doo cash-online card..KETINGGALAN ZAMAN SAK AKU NII! baru nk buat..wth!! hahaha..biar lambat asl kan selamat..hahaha!
went home after tat..
online msn with hairul & belladear!! awww miss her man! when we will mit up..haish..btw cheer up.k? darl..i know u strong..just be patient..i will alwys there for u..=)
hairul!! sad to hear tat u recently breakup with her..i alwys thought u both will last forever..cause both of u like SWEET-COUPLE like tat..heehe.cheer up ok my fren! =)
sumtymes tis wat i dun like being in a relationship..haish!
and now..i guess..i tired of falling in love sia..I NEED A BREAK YAW! lazy to fall in love! is like we need to care about him,understand him,give love..watver2 la..soo damn leceh!
=.=" whoever wanna know bout me..i guess i can treat u guys as A FREN..not ready for relationship now..sorry! LOVE CAN WAIT!! i alwys wish tat whoever out there really2 love me n whoever sound me as their gf..u are the most luckiest guy! heehe..andand present me with TATTTYBEAR!! my fav bear!! tat will be sooo wonderful!! hahaha..but then it just a wish guys..*winkwink*
i glad i got WONDERFUL FRENS ARD ME!! not only me who stay single all tis while..thereS alot of my frens single like me..example of it..is FIRDAUS!! my talking buddy..i alwys asked for his opinion..everytyme will bumped into him anywhere..haha..eh bile nk kuar same2?
kate nk ajk aku kuar? hahaha..tk lame tk kuar ngn kau seh fir! haha..nvm then..anitink he will msg me.heeh..
8 more days to HARI RAYA!! can't wait..and my hse is busy to spring cleaning and preparation...not to forget my room HAVEN CLEAN UP YET!! hahaha..my room worst i can say..there's alot of things! lazy to clean up yet...follow my mood to clean it up A.S.A.P..
till my mum alwys nag about my room..she alwys nagnagnag when i will clean tis room!!
hahaha..later2 la..hahaha
ok then..muacks!!
=DD

orite! lets talk bout today shall we?!
=)
morning went to ngaji..got "tadarus"..today will be the last day for the event..alhamdulilah jalan dgn lancar=)
after tat..my family members except my dad..we went to visit my aunt at hopsital 1st..after tat then we proceed to GEYLANG AGAIN!! tis tyme my mum wanna buy baju kurung for my dad n bro..ard 2pm we off frm hospital..mit dad at payar lebar control station..
during tat tyme of period..the place already packed with pple sia!! wth!! =.="
as usual weekends mah! hahaha..
while waiting for my dad..my mum bumped into her kampung fren..so they chit-chat..soon later..they ended their conversation..
my mum called my dad again..my dad went to pray first..while waiting for him again..we slacking at aniz stall..where there selling all the baju kurung..bored already..we slacking2 ard there..soon later we went to tis place where suddenly we bump into mediacorp artist..FADILLAH AND SUFIAN..hahaha..
they were sooo damn fabulous la seh! especially SUFIAN..he was way too tall and handsome! hahaha..
sooon later..we mit dad at katong complex..oh ya! there's funny conversation between my dad n mum..

my mum(called dad): mane awk?
dad: jumpe kat ladies..
my mum: huh? ladies? mane ade ladies..1st lady la..HAHAHA

then later my mum told us..we kept on laughing sia..
my mum: ayah kau igt ape..toilet ehk? ladies..HAHAHAH!

non-stop laugh sia we..hahahaha
soo then..we slacking2 at the bazar..searching for their baju kurung..
btw the wheather today were FREAKING HOT SIA!! haish=.="
dugaan betol la nary..heh!
then later..at last we found the colour tat we want and the texture tat we want..
slacking2 there again..lastly we went to buy food to eat at home..
btw rite! today my hp SILENT AGAIN!! boring jgk seh..haish!
watver la..tis coming tue..the outing confem already..mit them ard 5 at city hall!
yeah!! can't wait! haha

fadz also goin to geylang today..i reached home..she suddenly msg me saying she now at geylang..kecoh ke pe?! ard 6plus just now..if not my family will break fast there..but pity my granny alone at home..ooh well!
tmorrow goin to JB..=)
ok then..will update soon again..
muacks!

just now while doing my O lvl hwk..suddenly elleen missed call me..
soo called her back..she asked to accompany her got BUGIS..
luckily i finished up my hwk..if not..sorry ehk elleen cannot follow u..hehehe
but then before tat..im not so sure can follow her or not cause my mum haven got home yet..
sooon later..my mum reached home..quickly i asked for her permission n told elleen about it..asked for info wat tyme to mit and blahblahblah..
quickly keep my books..and went to bath..
ard 1.45pm i went off..mit her at macafe..
oh ya! her werkfren also tag along..shafinas..she frenly!
reached there..saw elleen eating..and she like paiseh sia! yalah.she respect im fasting..baek ke pe?!hahaha..
while waiting her finished up..i sat dwn talked to her also..and also wait for shafinas to finished her werk..ard 2.30 she finished..
then we off to BUGIS!! weeeeee!

in the mrt..elleen keep on teasing her..haha..
she sooo damn frenly la seh..easy-goin also..
reached bugis..we went to topman shop 1st..elleen wanna buy tshirt for her boyfie..
then we off to bugis street..walkwalkwalk..shafinas wanna do some shopping spree..
cause she just gotta her paid! baek ke pe..! and aslo 1st tyme she went to bugis..cannot blame her yaw! she frm mlysian..not soo good in s'pore place..must help her up aslo..
=)
then me? nah..im not buying anything..NO MONEY SIA!! need to save up for the class outing yaw! hahaha..
felt bored..then we off to bugis junction..slacking2 there..elleen wanna buy small sling bag frm 77th street..after tat we went home..ard 5 we off..
otw in mrt..elleen went to sleep..left the two of us..guess wat?!
all the way..we both chit-chat..wahlao! there's alot of stories to share sia! gerek ke pe?!
aahahaha..
she got alot of stories than me ok! hahaha..we talked alot of things..=)
reached wld..she treats us BUBBLE TEA..after tat we went to cold storage..she wanna buy MUNCHY DONUT for her werking mates..she bought 2 DOZEN! byk duit ehk..hehehe
actually she also wanna treat me..but i dun want..maybe next tyme..heeheh
THANKS FOR THE DRINK YAW!

tmorrow got O LVL class..haish=.="
linda also goin but she will be coming late..oh well! kind of lazy sia..but nvm..
just go..nonthing much to do at home rite..haha..
after break fast..bunga! missed called me..so i called him back..otp with himm till 10 i guess..long tyme nvr otp with him..ape agik..GILER-GILER2 ar talked to him..hahaha
cheer him up aslo..haish..pity him seh..well as a fren i need to be there for my fren rite..
i hope he's fine now!
=)
ok la..gonna online msn now..gudnite!
muacks!

GEYLANG SIPAKU GEYLANG!!
hahahahaha!
goin out with my beloved mum today..we went to geylang
yeah! at last sia.woohoooo!
the wheather today was sooo damn HOT SIA!! cannot take it..luckily today i wear my cap!
*winkwink*
weekdays the place not pack with people..unlike weekends..soo 1st stop we both go n survey for curtains..my mum wanna buy new ones for our hse..survey punye survey at last she found one..fuuh luckily!
dgr2 survey pe? at last beli jgk..mentang2 murah..haiyoo! my mum my mum..ahahaha..
we slacking2 at the bazar..then she accompany me go n look for new dress..one shop at a tyme but NONE I LIKE..sooon later we walking n walking..i saw tis shop selling teenagers tshirts n dress..and yeah! i found one.heehe..
my mum treat me..THANK YOU MUMMY!! love u..
then we off to buy food for our families members..btw alot of matrep-matrep werking at the food stall..good or wat..dieorg keje yg halal bukan haram nye kan:)
after tat my mum wanna go geylang's market..ooh ya! guess wat?!! today my hp
SILENT LA SEH!! no call,no msg frm any frm my frens..gerek ke pe!! but KIND OF BORING ALSO SEH..haish=.="
okok..back to the main story..we left the geylang ard 4plus..then we went home..
tiring sia today..haish=.="
but i enjoy myself today..heehe

and now..i blogging..BORINGGGGG!!
lazy to online today..maybe later i wanna watched movie at the internet..
and again..my hp silent for the whole day!
=.=" watever la..
planning for tis week:

FRIDAY: O lvl class till 9.30-12.30pm..after tat went home n accompany my mum goin out..
SATURDAY: goin to geylang again but tis tyme with my dad & bro..so one big family outing yaw! haha
SUNDAY: not goin for riligious class again! haha..goin to johor..buy kuih-muih for raya n take back my mum & mine bju kurung frm tailor..heehe

soo yeah..tat my list for tis weekk..kind of busy for tis week n next week i guess..
next week will be NY0801S outing..yeah!! can't wait also!
heehehhe..
anytink they all will informed me..
=)
psssst: MISSS IRAH DARLING,FADZ DARLING,MIRA DARLING, BELLA DARLING!!
will mit up u guys sooon okok!
ok then..till here i guess..
muacks!!

my closefren in sch yaw!

we already fasting for 16days..left 14 days left..then can HARI RAYA!!!
weeeeee~~!!
can't wait! for the 16 days..i fast full la seh! baek ke pe?!
but dun know when my red-line is coming rite..but hopefully not coming for tis yr..hahah!
so tat next yr i no need to payback..hah! just pray ok sab!
=DD
okok! back to the main story..in the morning im not goin sch with ketam..last min planned..sorry ehk ketam! cause i no need to go for the 1st lesson..not only tat i miss seeing tat "eye-candy"..its been two weeks nvr saw him seh..awww! =(..
i went to mr osman lesson..otw goin sch while i queue at 31..bump into tis cute guy la seh! sempat ehk sab! hahaha..ok watver! so then reached sch ard 0950hrs..elleen reached already sia..wahlao! 1st tyme in ever she early today..bravobravo! hahahha!
during the lesson..do some theory..suddenly i felt sooo damn sleepy sia..luckily it ended quite early..andand got GOODNEWS!! mr osman told the class tat tmorrow his theory lesson is CANCEL!! he got sumtink up..his practical lesson also CANCEL..whoever haven yet the test must come..the rest who taken already no need to attend yaw! cool ke pe!! hahhaa
before tat actually we got CARE LESSOn..andand one of my classmate told also cancel!!
soo baek ar..tmorrow NO SCHOOL FOR MY CLASS!!and today our last day of sch..after this we HOLIDAY ALREADY!! yeahhh!! sch reopen on the 13sept..
=DD

lunch break..we all hangout at forum..azren all nvr attend mr osman class..but they came for mdm siti class..during her lesson..most of them not doing their work..cikgu pon dh tk kuase ngn dieorg agik=.="
ard 3.30pm..class ended..cause the tchers got exam to doo..oh ya! during the lesson the guys discuss about 23th outing..can't wait..but wait! IM THE ONLY GERL SIA IF IM TAG ALONG WITH THEM!! shit=.="
elleen she haven decide yet..haiyoooo!! hopefully she can=)
soo they all decided to eat at restaurant..chey! mcm byk duit gituh kan..hahaha..
org kaya kan dieorg2 tuh..haha..most of them werking..so no big deal..
anitink they will inform me again..
goin home with GIGI AND ELLEEN as usual la kan..
=DD
in the bus..elleen n me talking about tis one mly guy..handsome la seh!! 1st impression i thought it was azuwan..cause he's hair style sort of the same as his want..but sadly his height shorter than me..soo sad! hahaha..
at bedok interchange..guess wat?! tat guy also taking 168 also..tat means he also lived at wld!! cool! hahaha..met linda n her boyfie..sooon later met nanad! long tyme no see her seh!=DD

tmorrow no sch for me rite..so then my mum asked to accompany her go geylang n visit my aunt at hospital..yeah! at last i got to go geylang si paku geylang..hahha!
hopefully tmorrow will be wonderful day for me..and also tmorrow will be mum n daughter outing! hahaha..
till here then..toodles!
muacks!
=DD

IM GETTING MORE AND MORE FAT EACH DAY!!!
aarggghhhhh!!!
stress man!! =.="
people fasting month become more n more slim but ME?!
other way round!! wth!! haish..
people pls help me!!! anyone?! can control my eating limit..pls3!! i beg u..
=.="
most of my frens keep on saying IM FAT!! sumtymes i really felt annoying bout it..hello! its my life my own body ok! i can be slim or fat tat my own business..but hey! if i fat or slim..no one attracted to me..so yeah! heck care la ehk! im sick of loves things n slimming think okok!
im happy with my life now..im happy the way i am now! soo guys..pls dun ever2 say im FAT AGAIN! i know i admit im fat..i tried to eat less tis fasting month..hopefully i guess
*winkwink*
okok! i shall stop rite here..

not goin riligious class today..lazy to go..but at least last week i went.ok?
hahaha..today break fast at home..actually cousin asked to break fast with her outside..but sadly today i can't darling..my aunty,baby aiman all coming to my hse n break fast here..maybe next tyme yaw! *winkwink*
just now in the afternoon..accompany mummy went to tis old folk hse..she staying alot at rent hse..no child n no husband..she the only one.."sebatang kara"
lived in one room flat..first impression..i was soo touched seeing her hse..and also her..
no one ever get to know her and help her..except her grandson..evrytyme when he free..he will come n help his grandma..pity her la seh! just now..when my mum gave her food and gift.she keep on saying 'THANK YOU THANK YOU"..she burst into tears..i was soo touched n my tears nearly to fall also..haish
kalo ade rezeki..nk jugak tlg nenek tuh..hidup sorg.ape2 jady kat dier.tkde org ambik kesah=(
next tyme my mum wanna visit her again..
=)

after tat..ard 4plus..i went to mit my cousin..accompany her to bazar..
slacking2 at the bazar..after tat we went to cwp..bored already..we went home!
=)
reached home..on comp..oh ya! just now i chatting online using tagged wit tis one guy..
CUTE LA SEH!! heehehe..mit new fren..just get to know him..ooh well! hehehe
tis week only go sch for 3 days..after tat holiday for memememe!!
yeah! can't wait!!
till here then..toodles!!
muacks!
miss bella soo much btw! heeheh
=DD

Urgh!! my day today DAMN WORST!!
boring to the core man!! one whole day staying at home..but then early in the morning i went to sch for NYAA program..we went to old folks home..guess wat?! pathetic sia..im the only mly gerl involved..the rest were guys!
haiyoooo! we all waited at forum..sooon later.the bus came..luckily when we reached the place..there mly gerls aslo..only 2-3 gerls..at least better than nonthing rite..
1stly we went briefing bout today program..oh ya! sempat eye-candy! haaha.
but mostly kind of nerdy2 type seh..haaha..
nvm then..try ur luck nxt tyme yaw!
=DD
fahmi,reza n me in one grp..actually we must 2 in a grp another two frm other course..but i begging with mdm siti to grp with fahmi & reza..hahaha..clever rite!
hahaha..sooon later..we went to our respective unit..
sooon later..we end our program quite well..soo far soo good..
next week also have..but i dun wanna goo..kind of boring..but its kind of charity thing..
still i dun wanna go..asked tcher to replace sumone..haaha! *evil*
nonthing much happened today only is tat..the owner of tis unit..soo damn irritating bastard sia..dun wanna to talk bout it..
then later..no bus to fetch us..we need to go home our own..

reached home..slacking..watched movie..soon later felt sleepy sia..
then i went to take nap till 5 then wake up..haha..
damn tiring sia..
msg some of my fren..sadly they nvr replied back..=.="
when i wake up..fadz called..otp with her awhile..
then later..take a bath..after tat i played BEN 10 at my bro's psp while waiting for "azan"
slackingslacking..decided to on comp and online..
chat with a few of my frens..till now chatting with fadz n ilah!!
hahahha..
just now i chat with FIRDAUS!! my talking member! hahaha..
gonna planned to go out fir!! but when ehk? nvm then..still got alot of tyme..haha

tmorrow no idea yet goin where..maybe just stayed at home i guess..
next week i go to sch for the first three days..then HOLIDAY!!
yeah! can't wait yaw!
till here then..toodles!
muacks!

heyhey!
lets talk about today shall we? *winkwink*
just now i wake up so damn late sia!! guess wat?! first tyme in ever..i wake up at 12.30pm!!
gerek ke pe?! hahaha..
dun know wat wrg with me today..tydor mati sak!
ishk2..sabsab! luckily my mum called..if not till 1 i guess i continue my dreamingland..hah!
actually i dun believe it 12.30 sia..then i quickly went to my living room clock..its TRUE~
soo quickly go n bath..dress up..n clean my bed..while dress up..my bro came..
so gave him money..after tat i straight get out!
sabsab perangai sak!
hahaha!


while waiting for the bus just now..got tis one guy standing beside me..
his perfume makes me recalled sumone seh..
hahaha..i thought its him..but then think again..its NOT!
luckily man! in the bus..bumped into khalia(gigi) & elleen..
elleen accompany khalia do project..
oooh ya! tat guy..HANDSOME LA SEH!!
sempat ehk aku! hahaha
thenthen..reached sch LATE!
as usual..lynn also late..
ard 4.30pm..she n me gtg first..wanna mit fadz & said..
mit them at banquet..andand i saw DEANNADARLING!!
long tyme nvr mit her seh! misses!!
chat with her awhile..then off to mit fadz & said..
lynn & her bf nvr joined us..so then left 3 of us..
while waiting..we make alot of lame jokes!!
especially SAID! kekek la seh! he sooo damn crazy..sakit perut sak ketawe!
saidsaid lame tk jumpe kan..RINDU BANGET NGN KAU!!
sooon later..we went to buy food..then again..i bump into FIRDAUS!!
at banquet alot of pple sia! PACK NK MAUT!!
=DD

after eating..we slacking at cwp..bored already..we went home..

really had fun today..spent tyme with my old frens!!
thanks guys!!
next tyme we go out again!
=DD

time checked 2am..and i still haven sleep yet..hahaha!
well cannot get to sleep yaw!
so then..just now thought of changing my blogskins..but then i tried alot of diff skins..
but all the skins not suit me..and aslo when i wanna change sumtink it turns out not good..
buat penat je aku tukar2..tk jady..haish=.="

sooon later..i go and chatting with mira,hilmi awhile..
oh ya! tat hate person online..but i nvr chat with him..
not bother to chat with him..haish=.="
if i chat with himm..heartpain seh!
so watever it is..i will nvr2 pm him! hmph!
tmorrow break fast with fadz n said!!
miss them la seh! especially SAID!! hahaha
today i break fast outside with my closefrens!
we ate at ljs..
after tat..elleen went to change to her werking uni..guess wat?!
elleeen took 2 large fries for us..cool or wat?!
ambik senyap2..hahaha..next tyme do again ehk elleen..hahaha!

tmorrow also no sch for me!!
yeah!! gerek ke pe..starting frm tmorrow..there will be no class for us..
tmorrow lesson replace on mon n tue..soo kind of ok la..
can wake up late! hahaha
ok then..i think i gtg now.
goona update about wat happened today..
winkwink!
goodmorning already!
hahaha
=DD

(how i wish i get bf like TAUFIK BATISAH!!)

lets talk!!
today's my day?!
GREAT!! hahaha..=D
hangout with khalia(gigi)..we both if met..non stop laughing sia!
we love to jokes ard with each other..COOL KE PE!!
blh dikatekan " tk kering gusi"..hahaha
went home with bunga,hilmi,elleeen,gigi n one of her fren..
before tat..she n me waited for them outside class.they all had test...
while waiting..as usual gigi n me we keep on laughing sia..ade2 je buat lawak..haa
fun to hangout with her la seh..well i know her through elleeen..not because of her..i think rite now i will nvr2 know her sia..hahaha
reached wld..they all went to break fast..except me.hah!
=DD
i break fast at home not enuff money to eat if i tag along with them..sorry ehk guys!
maybe next tyme..*winkwink*

reached home..rest awhile..then azan..today the food simple but nice..haha
just mee wat i also dun know..=.="
after tat..thought wanna go n do my hwk..but then lazy..hahah!
i go n watch AMERICAN GOT TALENT..watching with my dad at our living room..
9pm..i go n watch chinese drama at my bro's room..after drama finished..i go n watched JERITAN SEPI with my parents..haha
wah! today there's alot of interesting story at tv huh!? hahaha..ooh well the most tat make my heart go melting is tat..JERITAN SEPI..the story very damn touching! =(
and aslo sad drama i guess..everytyme there's crying scene..hah!
ok i think i stop here..
=D

btw tis few days n tis few weeks i guess..i being greedy to myself..i nvr2 felt any thankfull to wat i have..all tis while i blame myself n felt jealous among my frens..cause all my frens n pple ard me are in a relationship..cause i alwys see them happy! then me? i alwys suffered! =.="
meaning tat till now i fail in finding BF..when i get to know sumone n starting to love them..in the end..they lost contact with me n asked to forget them..wth?!!!
but then after watching tat drama..i guess i must be grateful for wat i have now..boyfren2 thing i guess..just put aside first..insyallah there's alwys sumeone will waiting for me..allah akan menentukan nye..betol tk? but i alwys have my loves ones..all my frens will there for me..rite guys!! syg korg la seh!! when i need help u all will alwys there to comfort me..
oh ya! thanks miradarling with all ur advice!! i really appreciate it!!
SABSAB!! pls be happy! dun sad2.ok..all ur frens will alwys there by urside..just be confident inurself!! pray hard.k! berdoa ke atas ilahi..insyallah dier akan tlg umat2 nye..insyallah=)

till here!
signing off!
=DD

i miss
-BELLADARLING
-IRAHdarling
-FADZdarling
-MIRAdarling
-FIRDAUS(WLDRING SEC)
-FIRDAUS(IJC)
-FADHLI
-ZURA
-SYIKIN(IJC)
-AISYAH(RP)

awwww!! im soooo damn miss u guys la seh!
mit u guys sooon.k?
or not miss chatting with u guys..

GOT TAGGED FROM FAHMI!!


1. The 1st person who tag/pass you is?
=> Fahmi=D
2. your relationship with him/her is?
=> Classmates=D
3. Your five impression of him/her?
=> crazy,hyper,noisy,irritating sumtymes..haha and joker
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
=> well i forget leh..hahaha
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
=> hmmmm(thinking)..can't remember..haha
6. You got any wish or request to ask from him/her?
=> good luck in watever u are doing=D
7. As a fren, what he/she has to improve on?
=> none i guess..haha
8. if he/she became my enemy, you will?
=> sad of course..duh!!
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
=> usually MISUNSTANDING i guess..haha
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
=> well repay all the kindness he had done for me i guss..haha
11. Your overrall impression of him/her is?
=> crazy,frenly..hahaha
12. How you think people ard you will feel about you?
=> tis qns i cannot ans..asked them lor..haha
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
=> frenly,easy-goin, love hangout with my beloves frens..*winkwink
14. On the contrary, teh character you hate yourself are?
=> soft-hearted..
15. For most ideal person you want to be is?
=> helpful..alwys think bout others than myself..haha n alwye be a gdgerl..hahaha
16. For people who care and like you, say somthing to them.
=> THANKTHANK YOU SOOO MUCH!! =D
17. Pass tis quiz to 10 person that you wish ti know how they feel about you.
(1) insan
(2) irah
(3) fadz
(4) ahmad
(5) mira
(6) bella
(7) aisyah qihua
(8) kaseh
(9) azren
(10) masohmas
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
=> she's single..but i think she processing to have one i guess..heeehe
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
=> male
20. If no.7 and 10 are togther, will it be a good thing?
=> NO! they dun know each other..duh!!
21. What is no.2 studying about?
=> currently she's taking tourism course..
22. When was the last tyme you had a chat?
=> just now with mira and fiq..haha
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
=> dun really know..hahha
24. Does no.1 has any siblings?
=> yupyup=D
25. Will you woo no.3?
=> NO!! SHE MY CLOSEFREN! duh!
26. How bout no.7?
=> NAh! she currently in a relationship=D
27. Is no.4 Single?
=> yupyup
28. What is the surname of no.5?
=> malays no surname man..sorry..haha
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
=> blogging n hangout with her frens i guess..haha
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
=> they did not know each other..haha
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
=> ite clementi
32. Talk sumtink casually about no.1?
=> well use to close with him..but then now not really close animore..well he very frenly,loves to make me laugh and also CUTE!! hahaha
33. Where does no.9 live at?
=> Taman Jurong
34. What colour does no.4 like?
=> black & white

ok i guess i wanna update for today..
well today? kind of ok la..
just now sch starts at 1pm..cause the previous lesson is cancel..
but then i got the news last min..=.="
so then elleen & me..we went to bugis junction..slacking2 there..
sooon later..we mit fahmi at city hall..
today end class ard 4plus..took 168..
then at the bedok interchange..i bump into KASEH!!
she was soooo damn diff outside sia..PRETTY!! hahaa
i was soo shocked to see her..hahaha
talk to her awhile..then i off..she just finished sch i guess..cause she wearing her sch uniform..she with her fren..
so then..reached wld ard 6plus like tat..
luckily 911 kind of early..i can break fast at home..
alhamdulilah=)
if not i will break fast outside sia..ahahha

ooh well..thought of mugging..but then just now busy with printing stuff..
project as usual!!
arggh!! make me goin crazy bout it..
n yeah! he online! but i nvr intend to pm him..
so then..at last miss him soo much..so i pm him at last..
sorry ehk guys! i promise to u all tat i will nvr2 tgur him..
but its been 1 weeks since i last contact with him..I MISS HIM SOO MUCH!
i know u guys confem mad at me=.="
confem u guys will say: u miss him? then him..he miss u or not?
i guess..he will nvr2 miss me..haish=.="
okok..just now i msn with him awhile..

sabryna: hey
sabryna: wat u doing?
insan(e): hie
insan(e): hw are u?
insan(e): i just chatting and listening to the music
insan(e): u?
sabryna: im fine=)
sabryna: u?
sabryna: i just watching chinese drama..heehx

so i waited for his reply..too bad..he never reply back.
mcm siak!!
suddenly he offline!! wth?!!!
tis wat called FREN issit?
u really diff already sia!!
do wat u want ok..i dun be bother anymore!!
=.="
ok then..i guess..i wanna sleep now..
gdnite!
muacks!

ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY!!
I just watched it yesterday..and feel like watching it again and again and again man..hahaha
teh story were damn SWEET,COMEDY AND FANTASY..the movie kind of the same as the previous movie THE CINDERELLA STORY..but tis tyme more excitement..i really addicted to it..hah! the story about tis gerl name MARY who has a dream to become a dancer..but she nvr2 get the chance to showcase her talent..other than tat..she also become like a maid in hse..her stepmum asked her to all the heavy chores..same story rite like previous movie.but tis tyme she only get to do hsechores only..previous movie the gerl asked to take care of the shop..okok! back to the story! so then one day got tis HANDSOME N CUTE GUY came to their sch to find a great dancer to be partner to his next music video..cause the guy is the famous singer ever..alot of gerls are crazy about him..including her stepsister n one of tis popular gerl in tat sch..so one day there's a ballroom..all students wearing mask..so then suddenly the guy asked mary to dance..and wah la! the guy realise tat will be her dream gerl cause she know how to dance n she also pretty..heh! sooon later 15min to midnite..mary quickly went home n she drop her ipod..
the next day the guy wanna find whose ipod belongs to..to make it short rite..at last he found mary..and they become closefren n also into relationship..
ooh i wish i get the handsome n cute bf one day! but pls sab dun dreaming bout it..u will nvr get one..tis only a movie! yeah! i know..but maybe one day if i get..how? kan best! hahaha..
its true tat sumtyme ur true love is just infrnt of u..but u didnt realise it yaw!
rite guys?! u alwys see the prefect bf or gf ard u..but actually the nerdy one or not so popular tyme of person will be ur true love sumtymes..depends like i say..maybe sumtymes ur luck..
all tis are fated=)
ok guys..to know more bout the movie..i suggest u all go n watch tat movie!!
the movie veryvery nice!! no bluff man! hahaha
i think later i wanna watched the movie again..hahaha!
till here!
gdnite!=DD

break fast with them!!

on the 060808

todaytodaytoday!!
went out with AHMAD & MIRA DARLING to JP..
weeeeee~
we break fast there..mit ard 4plus at boon lay..
reached there..we slacking till ard 5plus i guess..
while waiting for the tyme..the three of us..started our GILERNESS already..
hahahaha!
bored seh at the banquet..we the three of us kind of bored..so we talk craps..
while waiting there's alot of teenagers break fast there..punye la kecoh!
bising sia! haiyooo! =.="
we talk n talk then didnt realise it 6.30pm already!
hahaha..so mira n me went to buy the food 1st..decided to survey2 first..then later we saw tis menu..hmmm wat was is called?! cutlet chicken noodle i guess..mira n me buy the same food..hah!
after tat we went to buy the drinks..soon later..ahmad's turn to buy..then later we waited only bout 8mins to azan..
during tat tyme..luckily we book our sit already..if not there will be no sit available..
=)
after eating..we went to toilet break after tat we went to buy PANCAKE!!
sooon later we slacking near the park there..as usual..SNAPSNAPSNAP!
heehe..today fadz cannot tag with us..she went to geylang with her beloved bf :(
too bad seh! nvm then..there will be next tyme=)
we took 187..in the bus SNAPSNAPSNAP again..haha..in the bus we kind of make our own business sia..talk kind of loud i guess..hahaha!
really enjoy my day today! oh ya! luckily when i was at the JP i didnt get to bump into himm..thank god! =)

and now! im blogging..boring seh! haiyoooo!
online? mira haven online yet..confem she mugging rite now..ooh well..
maybe today im online for awhile i guess.heh!
ok then..selamat bersahur later!
=))
muackz!

YEAH!! I GET OVER HIM ALREADY!!
but still my heart belongs to him..hahaha..
sorry guys! it hard for me to change tis feelings..sorry ehk
=.="
but still i already get over him..thanks MIRA..FADZ..IRAH..FIRDAUS(WLDRING)..
FIRDAUS(IJC)..AHMAD..FAHDLI AND CURLY-MONKEY FREN OF MINE..thanks soo much for all ur advice n concern bout me..im ok already guys! u guys non stop hit gave me hope to move on! really love u guys la seh!!
and also whoever know bout my probs thanks for ur concern also..
i really appreciate it very2 much!
=DD
NOW IM FREE!! yeah! still searching for new guys! hahaha..
but im NOT too despo to get one.ok..now i guess chill first..after all things ok already..maybe will find one..if not god will mit me with one special guy in tis planet earth..just wait n see sab!
ur frens will alwys there for u..dun worries.okok!
=DD

back to the story then..heehe
sch? was ok la for me..last period..alot cabot! nvr attend as usual i gues..haha
dun know la wats wrg with my class now..dh la sitinye class ade project n they all nvr be bother bout it..lantak la ehk?! malas nk ambik kesah agik..=.="
but luckily the lesson..the tcher nvr teached us..so she release us ard 3.30pm..
msg some of my frens asked wther they finished sch wat tyme..ahmad ard 5plus finished..haish..
so then.i accompany fahmi to wait for farhan at forum..suddenly ahmad called!
yes ar! he finished class already! ade jgk org nk alek same2..heehe..thanks mad!
luckily i haven go home yet..haha..lucky u! =D
otw goin home with ahmad..we both non stop talking..there's alot of things to talk about..betol tk mad? hahhaa..u imagine..frm tamp till wld interchange..we keep on talking..hahaha
gerek ke pe?! sampai kan penat nk ketawe..haha..next tyme we do tis again..set?! hahaha..
=DD

HOME?! doing nonthing..just chatting..chatting with my prischmate..fadhli n azri..
1st tyme in ever..chatting with azri..very enjoyable man! the weird is tat..during pri sch tyme..we nvr had the chance to talk with each other..but now..we got alot of things to talk..i mean not alot..but there's sumtink we can share about..cool ke pe?! hahaha
oh ya! chat with mira also..*winkwink*
tmorrow goin sch with ahmad again..but after the lesson i quickly straight mit fadz n irah at bugis..after tat accompany irah shoppink!
=DD
can't wait for tmorrow then..ok then..
bbye love!!
=DD

today is the 3rd day of fasting..
my mood? hmm..becoming more n more ok already..i guess..
thanks guys for the advice n console me..THANKS SOO MUCH!!
i think frm now on i need to be extra more careful in LOVE THING I GUESS!
hahaha..
early the morning just now..received mira darling msg..she was so shocked to read bout my previous post..she really2 hope tat im fine..well actually i ok already..
=)
goin sch with elleen as usual..at the interchange saw aina..she waiting for who..i also dun know..
then later..saw belladarling! she goin sch with aina actually..
in the bus..say HELLO with her..n hug her..awww! soo touching..heehe

reached sch..quite early.but in tyme yaw!
0h ya! i got told elleen bout my prob with him..well tis few weeks i kind of close with her..all my secrets n her..we share..COOL KE PE?!
in class..only i close with her..maria long tyme no see..then with who i wanna close to her..i mean gerls..
sch? was great i guess..after care lesson is EIS theory..and mr osman told us tat he wil realease us early today cause he got an important meeting to attend..gerek ke pe!
mira today finished at 3..so thought of goin home together2 with her..during the lesson msging with her..SORRRY BELLA TODAY IM NOT GOIN HOME TOGETHER2 WITH U..i finished sch quite early..hopefully next tyme.k? babe! miss u man!
fahmi accompany me waiting for mira..soon later she finished..talk crap with her..she told me one secret stories about her..i was SOO SHOCKED MAN! but other then tat..felt happy for her also!
=)
goin togther2 with her n syafiq also..long tyme no see huh syafiq! rindu jgk aku ngn kau seh!
at last dpt bbual pjg ngn kau kan..hahaha
btw thanks mira for the top up thing!heeh!
otw in the mrt..the 3 of us.keep on laughing here n there seh..especially me n syafiq..there's alwys things to talk! hahaha
syafiq n mira dropped at bukit batok..then left me alone..=.="
in the mrt..i kind of feel lonely sia tis few days..i mean tat my hp no more rings n no more msg frm my loveones..especially HIM!! im sooo miss him soo much man! serious shit! everytyme there's alwys sumeone will msg me n concern bout me..then now? NO MORE OK! i miss msging with him.otp with him..i realise tat I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! my heart now is for ONLY HIM! no one can replace by him=(
omg! sab are u emo?! haha..nah im not..is like i missing him so much! only for the tyme being he's the only guy in my heart now..i dun want to lose a fren like him seh=(
hopefully one day..we will back together.*pray hard*=)

reached home..straight away call FADZ!! otp with her..
she planning bout tis sat outing..hopefully success!
can't wait! =)
ok then..gtg now..bbye!!
selamat berpuase! =)

today is the 1st day of FASTING MONTH!!
selamat berpuase kepade sume umat2 islam di s'pura dan di seluruh dunia..
=)
well today really2 bad happened to me..not really a gd day for the 1st day of my fasting month for tis yr..hmm..well not not into him animore..we went to our separate ways!
he told me he has no feeling towards me animore..the feeling is not there animore..
then i was like..no wonder tis few days msging with him kind of weird..he msging with me like one word by one word..
yesterday night till goin to 2.15am..i msging with him..asked him whether did i do anything wrong or wat?!
guess wat he msg me tis:

hmm..i just tink tat e quality of communication between us is very poor evernthough we contact with each other almost everyday..its like i've been e one to ask u qnss or start a new topic everytyme we contact each other..i hope tat u can open up more n i'll be ur listening ears..

wth?!! because of tat..he's feelings towards me is nomore?!
crap man!! so tat means he wants me be more talkative isit?
like mak-nenek like tat? ooh pls?! u say u dun like gerls who is like mak-nenek la tat..mcm makcik2 kepo..wth?!! all tis are bullshit man!
ooh ya! thanks for batal my puase today..i've cried soo many tymes since yesterday..
so today evening..i went to mit fadz..told her all about tis..she was damn pissed off with him sia! she got told me tat he msg her to help..wth?!
so then..fadz got to called him..asked him wat happened?
then he say..when 1st tyme goin out with me..he say "im boring"..
siak kan?! tat y he asked for 2 tyme mit..when 2nd mit also..he say "i boring"..
mepek sak?! so selame ni he lied to me !! he told me goin out with me is so damn enjoyable..thanks for the wonderful evening!
BULL-SHIT SAK!!!
u got 2 face !! infrnt of me u say all those sweet phase..with fadz u say tat i boring..i alwys keep quiet..boring goin out with me..
if like tat..in the 1st place..why u wanna be fren with me..asl nk kenal2 ngn aku ni sekrg?!
all guys are jerk man! sume same je!! i hate u!!
frm now on..i really dun know u animore..lost contact with me..!
actually he wanna just be frens wit me..but my heart were so painful..tat i dun wan to be frens..we just be stranger like we use to be..thanks for hurting me INSAN!!
frm now on..i really scared to be in a relationship..no more dating pls sab!
just move on with ur life..dun ever2 trust any guys animore..
i wanna be single but not available..
=)
no wonder la he got only 2 ex..he such a CHOOOSY TYPE!! nk yg standard je..mentang2 muke handsome..u can do wat u want rite! pls la..go n check urself in the mirror..
haish..
i thought u the only one for me..i thought u my mr right or watsoever..actually U NOT!!
haiyooooo!! why my life alwys be like tis..pls tell me why?!!
i alwys been cheated with guys..anione pls explain it to me..!! when i love truly with tis guy..confem one day they will lost contact with me..whywhywhy?!
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!! stress!!!!!
btw guys out there..i not blaming all guys..is like most of them attitude like freaking hell !! some aren't not..i know..

tmorrow onwards..just act nonthing happened..just forget about him sab! insyaallah i will=)
btw thanks FADZ..IRAH..HAZREN for hearing my prob..thanks sooo much!!
=))