today is the 1st day of FASTING MONTH!!
selamat berpuase kepade sume umat2 islam di s'pura dan di seluruh dunia..
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well today really2 bad happened to me..not really a gd day for the 1st day of my fasting month for tis yr..hmm..well not not into him animore..we went to our separate ways!
he told me he has no feeling towards me animore..the feeling is not there animore..
then i was like..no wonder tis few days msging with him kind of weird..he msging with me like one word by one word..
yesterday night till goin to 2.15am..i msging with him..asked him whether did i do anything wrong or wat?!
guess wat he msg me tis:

hmm..i just tink tat e quality of communication between us is very poor evernthough we contact with each other almost everyday..its like i've been e one to ask u qnss or start a new topic everytyme we contact each other..i hope tat u can open up more n i'll be ur listening ears..

wth?!! because of tat..he's feelings towards me is nomore?!
crap man!! so tat means he wants me be more talkative isit?
like mak-nenek like tat? ooh pls?! u say u dun like gerls who is like mak-nenek la tat..mcm makcik2 kepo..wth?!! all tis are bullshit man!
ooh ya! thanks for batal my puase today..i've cried soo many tymes since yesterday..
so today evening..i went to mit fadz..told her all about tis..she was damn pissed off with him sia! she got told me tat he msg her to help..wth?!
so then..fadz got to called him..asked him wat happened?
then he say..when 1st tyme goin out with me..he say "im boring"..
siak kan?! tat y he asked for 2 tyme mit..when 2nd mit also..he say "i boring"..
mepek sak?! so selame ni he lied to me !! he told me goin out with me is so damn enjoyable..thanks for the wonderful evening!
BULL-SHIT SAK!!!
u got 2 face !! infrnt of me u say all those sweet phase..with fadz u say tat i boring..i alwys keep quiet..boring goin out with me..
if like tat..in the 1st place..why u wanna be fren with me..asl nk kenal2 ngn aku ni sekrg?!
all guys are jerk man! sume same je!! i hate u!!
frm now on..i really dun know u animore..lost contact with me..!
actually he wanna just be frens wit me..but my heart were so painful..tat i dun wan to be frens..we just be stranger like we use to be..thanks for hurting me INSAN!!
frm now on..i really scared to be in a relationship..no more dating pls sab!
just move on with ur life..dun ever2 trust any guys animore..
i wanna be single but not available..
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no wonder la he got only 2 ex..he such a CHOOOSY TYPE!! nk yg standard je..mentang2 muke handsome..u can do wat u want rite! pls la..go n check urself in the mirror..
haish..
i thought u the only one for me..i thought u my mr right or watsoever..actually U NOT!!
haiyooooo!! why my life alwys be like tis..pls tell me why?!!
i alwys been cheated with guys..anione pls explain it to me..!! when i love truly with tis guy..confem one day they will lost contact with me..whywhywhy?!
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!! stress!!!!!
btw guys out there..i not blaming all guys..is like most of them attitude like freaking hell !! some aren't not..i know..

tmorrow onwards..just act nonthing happened..just forget about him sab! insyaallah i will=)
btw thanks FADZ..IRAH..HAZREN for hearing my prob..thanks sooo much!!
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