HEY YAW!!
=DD
i went to miradarling blog and she post this to me:

And to SAB DARLING..
i duno why u dun have mood today....remember what u told me yesterday when im not in the mood??u ask me to promise that there will be no secret btw us and if one cried we will cried together..and im sorie tmr i cnt make it to meet u to listen to ur prob as i will nt be free..im sorie once again darlink for nt being there..but trust me i will be there for u if ur ready tot ell me what happened ok..mira sudi mendengar nye..mira taknak tgk sab sedih sedih lagy ok...must smile alot..mira sayang sab many many ok!!remember tak we are TWINNIE ok!!so dun keep any secret from ur TWINNIE ok!!!and my hp is 24/7 for u to msh me or kol me...u need my help just kol or msg ok..

i was soo damn touched bout it..thanks mira for understands bout me..you alwys there when i need you..well thanks for asking me whther im ok or not..thanks for borrowing ur ears to listen to my grandfather stories..thank you sooo much! i really own u a big tyme..but now i really dun know wat to doo..its really pissed me off man! all pple blame on me..haix..i guess now i need to find my strength back..i wanna find the old sabrina used to be..i guess i will not active in msn animore..only my dear2 blog here..i will alwys express my feelings here..thanks again mira darling!! love you sooo much!!

other than tat seriously i miss my oldfren..my sec sch fren yaw..now we kind of busy with our own life and stuffs..we can't of no tyme to hangout with each other..i really feel bad bout it when she really admit tat my attitude getting frm bad to worst..i forget all my oldfrens and make new frens..haix..but when u get boring with my oldfren.i will find onother frens..ooh my! wats happening to me..all this while..i dun know tat im changed became A MEAN FREN!!

:'(

now i realise my mistakes..hopefully _____ & _______ will forgive me..but one of them forgive me already..only left _____ . i msg her..saying sorry..but till now she nvr2 replied my msg..oh wells!