IM OK RIGHT NOW!!!
thanks for my dear fren FIRDAUS!!
he console me..chat with him till 11++ sia!!
hahahha..thanks alot my fren! i own u a big time..
i will not HATE MYSELF!! thanx all ur advice also...i tink i got rit of him already..tat fucker guy!! sumtymes i felt like asking myself..WHY I FEEL IN LOVE WITH HIM!! haish..stupid rite..he's not the right guy for me..he dump me 2 times la seh!! but ALHAMDULILAH(thank to god)..he got sumone in his heart rite..asl kan dier bahagia sudah=)

conversation with firdaus yesterday!!
1st part:
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
mane kau lehh hate urself..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
kau kene LOVE urself..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
asl kau hate urself lakk?
(@)sabryna says:
sebab aku hate diri aku senDiri
(@)sabryna says:
aku ni tkde org kesah psl aku lagik
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
tkde org? ader pe..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
aku kesah psl kau pe nii..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
tuu pon nk hate diri kau..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
cheer up uhh..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO HATE URSELF..
(@)sabryna says:
hmm.tapy kau tk same skola ngn aku.mcm ane kau tau betape derite aku
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
same skola ke.. tk same skola ke.. same jgk pe..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
ape yg MENDERITE sngt?
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
kalau tkde hesitation kau lehh share ngn aku..

2nd part:
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
btol nye.. cume kau nk kene bnyk sabar uhh.. one thing uhh kau kene ingt kalau kau nk laki kejar pat kau.. 1. be positive abt urself. 2. SELF CONFIDENCE beb! nii dua paling impt beb. kalau kau ader nii dua.. CONFERM! - laki mesti nk kau nye. nsb kau baek gile uhh kalau dpt laki HAWT nd CARING.. mest dpt nye.. its a matter of tyme uhh..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
drg HOTSTUFF? gii mampos same drg uhh.. hotstuff? prangai drg bgs ke? try tnye diri kau? eyyy skrg ehk' laki tngk hati uhh.. kalau drg tngk looks pon kalau tkde hati, means drg bute..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
aku hrp aku tk bute cam drg uhh..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
kalau laki mntk no drg, kau buat bodoh sua.. jgn tunjuk yg kau xpect drg mntk no kau,,
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
just be urself.. kene laki observant, conferm drg observe grp kau ngn members kau nye..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
drg mesti terpk skt.. eyy pmpn tuu cam laen dari yg laen uhh.. aku mntk no dier uhh..
(*)FIRDAUS *Proudest asshole to be in 5N3. says:
FUHHH!! TAKEAWAY UHHH!!!!!

i really thanks for his advice!! all his advice are really truth! maybe its takes tymes for me to get the type of guy i want..rite3!
nah! i dun wan to tink about tis animore..now i tink i have the confidence in me!
=)
now i really want to enjoys life!!
ooh ya! THANKS DEANNA DARLING FOR ACCOMPANY ME TAT TIME !! i aslo own u a big time!!
=)